Sunday, May 28, 2006
maid came inta the computer room when i was was at yahoo.com,searching for cameron diaz' shots and there were couple of shots of cameron topless and i felt so akward cause i think my maid prob thought i was surfing porn or something
anyhows
cameron diaz' sucha traffic light stopper,shit
ahh everything a girl wanted,well for me at least-hot bod hot looks
feeling the random lousy feeling bout msyelf again. been getting such stuff ever since i met b.haha how queer huh,like people's supposed to feel good bout themselves when they're in love and love makes us beautiful somehow but it's cause i feel inferior,aint good enough,tho he kept insisting it's the other way round but yeah kinda lost much of my self esteem and sometimes this lousy feeling becomes my drive to run more distance,ahhh madness just cant seem to find a part of me that's beautiful
how sucky huh
it's sunday,feeling the post cl os jitters;started reading this compo book last night and have been memorising a couple
ran the usual distance this morning and realised running in the morning's pretty mediative,well mind somehow cut off from all the other distractions around me,blocked all the thoughts and etc. if only i could foster such concentration when im studying
didnt do much yesterday,except that i joined my family for mass service in the evening after sucha long time, havent sat in dad's car for ages too.haha sure felt damn weird sitting in it cause i felt so cramped up for my legs,there werent nuff leg space
aint gna do much today,except that i'll be heading to baby's place later to xmen 1 and 2 marathon.
alright i wna read some chinese
cheers
hazel Y 10:14 AM
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tgif everyone
feeling rather nervous bout later,havent told my rents bout results and haha i practically flunked every sub except my languages and what's more,dad's gna meet mrs lim later in the morning.shit
went for run this morning.aintreally happy w it tho i did the usual distance.feel so unfit and lately been feeling so lethargic the whole day and get darn sleepy everynight ard 10...?
and was looking through my pictures folder and found this picture i ripped off think roxy site? a couple of years back
what glorious abs,ahhh tell me when will you be mineeee
got my hair cut at idee with baby yesterday,haha that boy's been cutting his hair quite often these days.well not much difference for us both..they curled my hair after i cut it tho.haha what an experience.couldnt help smiling(was trying to supress some laughing) at my relfection when they took out the curlers.haha man thought i looked like a crazy mother running after her kids or something
baby and i went to causeway point later.haha yeah i know sure aint a place ta find us both hanging out at but we felt pretty random.and we arcaded!hahaha it's super fun!
oh and we even took neoprints!hahaha wth huh but all's fun
and caught over the hedge and xmen 2 this week...not bad!but baby found xmen rather disappointing,prob cause he caught the xmen 1 and 2 and i didnt...
urghhh occasional mood swings and cramps,breakouts and oily face,hurting tits- period sucks
oh been reading this book called "a boy called it" by dave pelzer;you guys prob heard bout it,it's some famous memoir of a boy being abused by his madass mum
heres a short list of stuff am gna do this hols
-run 7k everymorning(and evening if i find the time to)
-get my tan back
-bernarding,haha
-prob catch up with couple of friends i havent seen for quite a while
-jashing?
-study....haha
and just 8 more days to my 17th,was thinking of doing something outrageous for the occasion
here's a picture i ripped off a site when iw as think 14 plus years old?
considering getting that,and baby wna get a fourth,a matching to mine (:
well well i need some breakfast
goodbye all
anon,photome's found at almost every mrt station(kovan,sengkang,sommerset)
Friday, May 26, 2006
tgif everyone
feeling rather nervous bout later,havent told my rents bout results and haha i practically flunked every sub except my languages and what's more,dad's gna meet mrs lim later in the morning.shit
went for run this morning.aintreally happy w it tho i did the usual distance.feel so unfit and lately been feeling so lethargic the whole day and get darn sleepy everynight ard 10...?
and was looking through my pictures folder and found this picture i ripped off think roxy site? a couple of years back
what glorious abs,ahhh tell me when will you be mineeee
got my hair cut at idee with baby yesterday,haha that boy's been cutting his hair quite often these days.well not much difference for us both..they curled my hair after i cut it tho.haha what an experience.couldnt help smiling(was trying to supress some laughing) at my relfection when they took out the curlers.haha man thought i looked like a crazy mother running after her kids or something
baby and i went to causeway point later.haha yeah i know sure aint a place ta find us both hanging out at but we felt pretty random.and we arcaded!hahaha it's super fun!
oh and we even took neoprints!hahaha wth huh but all's fun
and caught over the hedge and xmen 2 this week...not bad!but baby found xmen rather disappointing,prob cause he caught the xmen 1 and 2 and i didnt...
urghhh occasional mood swings and cramps,breakouts and oily face,hurting tits- period sucks
oh been reading this book called "a boy called it" by dave pelzer;you guys prob heard bout it,it's some famous memoir of a boy being abused by his madass mum
heres a short list of stuff am gna do this hols
-run 7k everymorning(and evening if i find the time to)
-get my tan back
-bernarding,haha
-prob catch up with couple of friends i havent seen for quite a while
-jashing?
-study....haha
and just 8 more days to my 17th,was thinking of doing something outrageous for the occasion
here's a picture i ripped off a site when iw as think 14 plus years old?
considering getting that,and baby wna get a fourth,a matching to mine (:
well well i need some breakfast
goodbye all
anon,photome's found at almost every mrt station(kovan,sengkang,sommerset)
hazel Y 8:36 AM
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ahh sundayy
week's been pretty draggy,academic wise.mother tongue programme commenced this week and it's only been four days of paper doing and stamina ta do them's almost zero and dry ): but then again i feel my chinese composition skills improved somewhat and like bestfriend said,it puts us in the chinese mode.haha other than that,school's been pretty eventful
anyway it was shyan's 17th birthday on thurs and though im sure she doesnt bother ta visit my blog(...) am gna wish her nonetheless!
HAPPY SWEETESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTEST SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY SHYAN!
man, i wouldnt know whatta do without this girl.stayed up last night making her some cube thingy for her,haha
and so monday came and went,yet another of my good gf's birthday
ALYSSA'S!
haha her birthday's a sure an unforgettable exp for me causeeeeee
we went to ktv!sheesh my first.haha i cant believe i was actually singing ah niu songs or even ah mei's bad boy and even shouting and ranting and grooving along with jay chou's songs.haha considering my bad chinese...hmm was actually quite a fun thing!haha and think all that exposure to chinese,kinda got myself more chinese oriented somewhat. : O
some photos
and my favourite
anyhows,feels good to be on form again,been doing my 7 km runs regularly
sure needta get backta shape ):
went tanning last sunday with baby and after which went over ta his place for dinner with his family.haha took couple of photos will upload them soon!
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gna catch over the hedge later!
alright have a nice day everyone!
Sunday, May 21, 2006
ahh sundayy
week's been pretty draggy,academic wise.mother tongue programme commenced this week and it's only been four days of paper doing and stamina ta do them's almost zero and dry ): but then again i feel my chinese composition skills improved somewhat and like bestfriend said,it puts us in the chinese mode.haha other than that,school's been pretty eventful
anyway it was shyan's 17th birthday on thurs and though im sure she doesnt bother ta visit my blog(...) am gna wish her nonetheless!
HAPPY SWEETESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTEST SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY SHYAN!
man, i wouldnt know whatta do without this girl.stayed up last night making her some cube thingy for her,haha
and so monday came and went,yet another of my good gf's birthday
ALYSSA'S!
haha her birthday's a sure an unforgettable exp for me causeeeeee
we went to ktv!sheesh my first.haha i cant believe i was actually singing ah niu songs or even ah mei's bad boy and even shouting and ranting and grooving along with jay chou's songs.haha considering my bad chinese...hmm was actually quite a fun thing!haha and think all that exposure to chinese,kinda got myself more chinese oriented somewhat. : O
some photos
and my favourite
anyhows,feels good to be on form again,been doing my 7 km runs regularly
sure needta get backta shape ):
went tanning last sunday with baby and after which went over ta his place for dinner with his family.haha took couple of photos will upload them soon!
-
gna catch over the hedge later!
alright have a nice day everyone!
hazel Y 11:26 AM
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yeah, i wished im as hot.
happy vesak day everyone
woke up at eight-what an achievement,coming from a girl with a bloody bod clock implanted since birth.
exams are finally over;but somehow we all dont feel any of the "yay-no-more-mugging-for-now" feeling.and got back some results already,failed social studies by 4 marks and got a b for english..all the usual.
been having loadsa morning adventures--the last day of exams i totally forgot that there was a science paper in the morn before my lit paper 2 but gf called and man cabbed down to school without bathing,how gross.thank god mrs lim allowed me ta take the paper tho i was 9 mins late.and yesterday was jkdsfhkjdshfkjhdkjfhkjdshfkhsakdhsahdjksahd.long story but wenta school at bout 9 plus.
met up with baby yesterday and caught poseidon.great movie i reckon
and i think baby has a master plan ta feed me fat,always eat full meals whenever i meet him.haha well dinner at tapas tree was great.
went for a drink at daybedbar after and got a cab after bout 40 plus mins of flagging
aint gna see that boy till sunday cause of his work,ahhhhhhhhh what a torture
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anyhows things at school's getting prettttttttyyyyyyyyyyy interesting and exciting!
:o:o:o:o:o:o:o:o:O:O:OO:O:o:o:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:o:O:O:O:OO:o:O:O:O
alright i needta hit gym!
cheers to all
Friday, May 12, 2006
yeah, i wished im as hot.
happy vesak day everyone
woke up at eight-what an achievement,coming from a girl with a bloody bod clock implanted since birth.
exams are finally over;but somehow we all dont feel any of the "yay-no-more-mugging-for-now" feeling.and got back some results already,failed social studies by 4 marks and got a b for english..all the usual.
been having loadsa morning adventures--the last day of exams i totally forgot that there was a science paper in the morn before my lit paper 2 but gf called and man cabbed down to school without bathing,how gross.thank god mrs lim allowed me ta take the paper tho i was 9 mins late.and yesterday was jkdsfhkjdshfkjhdkjfhkjdshfkhsakdhsahdjksahd.long story but wenta school at bout 9 plus.
met up with baby yesterday and caught poseidon.great movie i reckon
and i think baby has a master plan ta feed me fat,always eat full meals whenever i meet him.haha well dinner at tapas tree was great.
went for a drink at daybedbar after and got a cab after bout 40 plus mins of flagging
aint gna see that boy till sunday cause of his work,ahhhhhhhhh what a torture
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anyhows things at school's getting prettttttttyyyyyyyyyyy interesting and exciting!
:o:o:o:o:o:o:o:o:O:O:OO:O:o:o:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:o:O:O:O:OO:o:O:O:O
alright i needta hit gym!
cheers to all
hazel Y 9:45 AM
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too much of last min physics tys screwed my brains big time
got really bored and checked bestfriend's blog and tried a dumb test
here's the results;
I am worth $1,368,000 on HumanForSale.com
haha a mere 1368000 for me? what rubbish.
monday blues havent hit me,gotta get ta school by 11 for another sure flunk paper-physics.urghh
towned with baby yesterday and got myself running shorts.and was walking ard paragon and freak,i need some big bucks.baby made me try this long skirt and top at ck and man both of liked it very much.): but the skirt was going for 219 bucks but the top was at normal price at 79..then we went over ta ms sixty and i fell in love with this white bag going for a whooping price of 329.ahhh it isnt entirely true when they say money cant buy happiness.
damnit
anyhows im gna gym crazy the whole week!so out of shape.
and after today im left with one paper!rejoice!
goodbye!
Monday, May 08, 2006
too much of last min physics tys screwed my brains big time
got really bored and checked bestfriend's blog and tried a dumb test
here's the results;
I am worth $1,368,000 on HumanForSale.com
haha a mere 1368000 for me? what rubbish.
monday blues havent hit me,gotta get ta school by 11 for another sure flunk paper-physics.urghh
towned with baby yesterday and got myself running shorts.and was walking ard paragon and freak,i need some big bucks.baby made me try this long skirt and top at ck and man both of liked it very much.): but the skirt was going for 219 bucks but the top was at normal price at 79..then we went over ta ms sixty and i fell in love with this white bag going for a whooping price of 329.ahhh it isnt entirely true when they say money cant buy happiness.
damnit
anyhows im gna gym crazy the whole week!so out of shape.
and after today im left with one paper!rejoice!
goodbye!
hazel Y 8:46 AM
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am currently listening to James Blunt's High
reminds me last night,dinner on mount faber with bern and they were playing songs from back to bedlam...awesome.(:
the view was great,food was good and most importantly,wouldnt wanna be at sucha great place with anybody else but bern.
got me an excercise ball!and zara skirt.hoho well i've been playing with the ball quite alot.great stretches.
anyhows it's polling day tmr and i cant believe my mum and bro left the house not long ago ta catch the last rally from workers' party at serangoon stadium.it's kinda a good feeling ta see singaporeans having some propaganda going on,with all those pap vans a lorries driving ard the island.haha and i caught some people holding mini flags bearing the workers' party's logo on it on the way home from gym.haha how cool
well i've asked my mum who she was voting for and she was secretive about it!hahalike i can do anything bout her vote..well she only told me after much bugging.and i guessed it right anyway!
me and baby share the same sentiments on who's gna win..and i think singapore's definately gna be very different without pap as the main party actually.o wells!
exams been going...hmmmm average i guess.tho today's papers sucked.it was chinese by the way.couldnt really read or write answers fast cause i couldnt stop blowing my nose.sheesh and teary eyes.air con's blasting at full speed alright..even during history paper,alhabets like m or n or w had an extra stroke.haha
oh there's a creation of the evil 3!consisting of amelia, sarah c and me!hahaha some hot topic ta talk bout 247
and i've signed up for the shape marathon on july 16.haha it's gna be the second 10k run for me.started training!:D
it's less than a mth's time ta sweet 17th!yay yay yay
alright i need ta bath badly.
tgif everyone!
Friday, May 05, 2006
am currently listening to James Blunt's High
reminds me last night,dinner on mount faber with bern and they were playing songs from back to bedlam...awesome.(:
the view was great,food was good and most importantly,wouldnt wanna be at sucha great place with anybody else but bern.
got me an excercise ball!and zara skirt.hoho well i've been playing with the ball quite alot.great stretches.
anyhows it's polling day tmr and i cant believe my mum and bro left the house not long ago ta catch the last rally from workers' party at serangoon stadium.it's kinda a good feeling ta see singaporeans having some propaganda going on,with all those pap vans a lorries driving ard the island.haha and i caught some people holding mini flags bearing the workers' party's logo on it on the way home from gym.haha how cool
well i've asked my mum who she was voting for and she was secretive about it!hahalike i can do anything bout her vote..well she only told me after much bugging.and i guessed it right anyway!
me and baby share the same sentiments on who's gna win..and i think singapore's definately gna be very different without pap as the main party actually.o wells!
exams been going...hmmmm average i guess.tho today's papers sucked.it was chinese by the way.couldnt really read or write answers fast cause i couldnt stop blowing my nose.sheesh and teary eyes.air con's blasting at full speed alright..even during history paper,alhabets like m or n or w had an extra stroke.haha
oh there's a creation of the evil 3!consisting of amelia, sarah c and me!hahaha some hot topic ta talk bout 247
and i've signed up for the shape marathon on july 16.haha it's gna be the second 10k run for me.started training!:D
it's less than a mth's time ta sweet 17th!yay yay yay
alright i need ta bath badly.
tgif everyone!
hazel Y 7:29 PM
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it's mid week!
shall do a quick entry before getting a shower.just got home from run.having a history paper later at noon,dreads. was trying to recall stuff bout cold war while running just now but i could only managed to rmb it was something bout capitalist vs communist. urghh im so dead cant even remember any nuts bout truman doctrine or marshall plan.
anyway been having exams everyday.chem and math paper 1's sure flunk i guess. sigh
other than that, everything's been going pretty smoothly.
and it's gna be our 1st mth anniv tmr!(:
alright i hope everything's going fine for everyone out there!take care!
Roxanne
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jash(:
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
it's mid week!
shall do a quick entry before getting a shower.just got home from run.having a history paper later at noon,dreads. was trying to recall stuff bout cold war while running just now but i could only managed to rmb it was something bout capitalist vs communist. urghh im so dead cant even remember any nuts bout truman doctrine or marshall plan.
anyway been having exams everyday.chem and math paper 1's sure flunk i guess. sigh
other than that, everything's been going pretty smoothly.
and it's gna be our 1st mth anniv tmr!(:
alright i hope everything's going fine for everyone out there!take care!
freshmaker
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3rd June 1989,gemini
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